The Year 2007
2007. I remember when I was in high school and trying to figure out how old I'd be when the millennium came. THAT was a scary thought. Seeing that we're past that, and I'm a Nana now, with another on the way, the beginning of each year is alternatively scary and full of wonderment. What will happen this year? What adventures will we be off on? What advances will my grandchildren make? Will my two children in the Air force move to a different state, or a foreign land? Will my youngest finish phlebotomy classes?
I have no control over my kids. They are now of the age that they are on their own, with their own jobs, their own lives. As to what will happen this year, I'm looking forward to a few things. But I am firmly in control (ok, I think that's a joke!) of resolving to eat better, to do better in my life.
I'm inspired to do better by an ad I saw on line for the grocery Central Market, which is the HEB (a large grocery store chain in Texas) answer to Whole Foods. Central Market is advertising 'Soon to come - Mindful Eating in 2007'. Which led me to another article I read this morning in the Austin American Statesman by Eileen Flynn regarding a Buddhist Temple in South Austin, which held a en masse meditation for anyone, of any faith on New Year's Eve. They had 1 simple requirement. To be able to chant the three names of God: Hare, Ram and Krishna. Easy. I'm sure that in Austin, they had a huge crowd. I could probably chant and eat too, if I tried.
Now, I've done the mindful thing before. And then I lost it. Not just misplaced it, but totally lost it. That was probably due to the huge amount of upheaval going on in my life a few years ago. But I now recognize that I need to get back to that idea of being mindful, about breath, about being able to focus, and then let it go. When I was practicing meditation, I liked it. It game me the chance to slow down, and gain a lot of personal insight. Getting back to that point I believe won't be difficult, but maintaining that might be a challenge. But like habits, I will make time for this practice, and with that, I hope that I will be able to do better as myself, do better for my S.O. (from Terri - Thanks!), do better for my kids, and do better for others.
I've been doing alot of research lately on the 'net. There is soooo much information out there. Remember when most information was in the encyclopedia, and you had to by a new book every year to update the set you had? And most homes had a dictionary and a thesaurus. Don't need that anymore, got the net. Wow...how things have changed.
Also in today's Austin American Statesman, they covered the annual foray of the Austin Polar Bears into the Barton Springs Pool. In my book, this SO doesn't count. It was about 40 today at sunrise, when they took their plunge. WIMPS!!! They need to go into Winnepausaukee when it's ice from Meredith Harbor to Alton Bay! Then they might become Polar Bears!
Reflecting...
I gave up on resolutions a long time ago. My thought every New Year's was to "survive" another year. For so long, my life seemed to consist of bracing myself for the next wave that would knock me off my feet and drag me out into a sea of darkness. I often spent my New Year quietly praying to a God I only half believed in to make this the year my life became peaceful and less chaotic. Last New Year I was too busy settling into my new home to even give a thought to resolutions or prayers. As it was, I was starting off the new year by starting a new journey. There was no reason to give myself something else to stress over.
I still haven't made any resolutions this year. I spent the day actually feeling the graditude for all those prayers finally being answered. I shared with my S.O. this graditude. I am sure there will still be rough waves to come that will try to knock me down, but I know I can overcome them now. Making resolutions just seems like we are laying out the blueprints for failure. This year I decided to just think about what I would like for the coming year and what would be involved in getting there. Nothing big, maybe a "real" vacation with my children and maybe find the key to making more time in my life so I can spend it with friends I've long neglected or getting the exercise I need (my 70 year old mother gets more exercise these days than I do!). Goals, not resolutions...




I watched the Boston "polar Bears" take the plunge today on TV. There were at least a hundred of them and they ran very fast into the Atlantic shore. I have to admit that most went into the water at least up to their armpits and then flew out of the water faster than when they went in. It was funny to watch.There was a lot of screaming and laughing.
I liked the part where you talked about being mindful, breathing, and meditation. Life is usually a rollar coaster ride and we get caught up in it and so much time goes by that we forget to center ourselves on what is important. We forget that we can't really control everything, and that life has a path of its own that we can partake of. Tommorow will be the last day of an almost three week vacation. I used this time to regroup and recenter on the important things in life. I rested and reflected. I am going to try very hard to kepp a couple of resolutions concerning my relationship with God and becoming more focused on personal things that I need to do to better myself. I am asking God to help me everyday and in every way.
Have a great 2007. Dan Meeks